Feeling

Why people always feel bored at night? Have any relationship between nights and bored? No matter how, this is not the issue that I want talk tonight, haha. Typical chinese writer will like to talking something crap in the beginning. That is me, haha. Recently I always listen to a song called “Wonderful Night”, its make me feel relax and silent in night. It sounds like I’m romanticist but actually not, haha. I think I love to this song, rhythm, and lyric. It’s meaningful to me.

About the university life, every week confront with tons of assignments and case studies; sometime feel that student life is it what I hope or I want to be. Think in other ways, maybe the people who in work now will have same feeling that I feel now. Always consider or observe in different ways will help me being rational and calm down. I love to be that too. Recall back one of my lecturers said before, we only being as a student for 25 years only in our life, of course I not plan to study until PhD, but you will as a employee or working for your remaining 40 years, if you feel bored now then how you feel when you in your working life. Sometime like to sitting alone in the nook, and think and observe or what should I do for my future.

I have mentioned before, I don’t like write about daily life, so this time I try to write about a student’s feeling. Some people ask me some questions before but I really don’t know how to give respond to them. Do you miss your home always? Have you call back to your parents at night? I have been Sabah about 2 years, what can I said or I feel now is it really different and its special. The feeling is different compare with in the Peninsular. Different friends and place or live alone make me feel independent. I think so, haha.

Remaining one year at Sabah. Suddenly feel time pass with a rapid pace. It is a nice memory and experience to live alone without under control by parents, and I want to clarify that i'm not an extrovert ya, haha. It makes me feels that I already grew up. Maybe you will not expect you can live in a place which it is strangeness for you. You try to adapt into that place, people and their culture, you will know that you have learn something, no matter good or bad, it’s nice to experience it. Since globalization is the trend for our generation. Haha. Sabah is not a country but seem like a country because need come to here by airplane.

Still leave 2 weeks. Will finished my 4th semester and become a 3rd year student in my university. I think I should plan to go other region in Sabah with this remaining one year; it’s a nice place to travel because I love sea and nature. Enjoy our life ya, my friends. 