Feeling

Why people always feel bored at night? Have any relationship between nights and bored? No matter how, this is not the issue that I want talk tonight, haha. Typical chinese writer will like to talking something crap in the beginning. That is me, haha. Recently I always listen to a song called “Wonderful Night”, its make me feel relax and silent in night. It sounds like I’m romanticist but actually not, haha. I think I love to this song, rhythm, and lyric. It’s meaningful to me.

About the university life, every week confront with tons of assignments and case studies; sometime feel that student life is it what I hope or I want to be. Think in other ways, maybe the people who in work now will have same feeling that I feel now. Always consider or observe in different ways will help me being rational and calm down. I love to be that too. Recall back one of my lecturers said before, we only being as a student for 25 years only in our life, of course I not plan to study until PhD, but you will as a employee or working for your remaining 40 years, if you feel bored now then how you feel when you in your working life. Sometime like to sitting alone in the nook, and think and observe or what should I do for my future.

I have mentioned before, I don’t like write about daily life, so this time I try to write about a student’s feeling. Some people ask me some questions before but I really don’t know how to give respond to them. Do you miss your home always? Have you call back to your parents at night? I have been Sabah about 2 years, what can I said or I feel now is it really different and its special. The feeling is different compare with in the Peninsular. Different friends and place or live alone make me feel independent. I think so, haha.

Remaining one year at Sabah. Suddenly feel time pass with a rapid pace. It is a nice memory and experience to live alone without under control by parents, and I want to clarify that i'm not an extrovert ya, haha. It makes me feels that I already grew up. Maybe you will not expect you can live in a place which it is strangeness for you. You try to adapt into that place, people and their culture, you will know that you have learn something, no matter good or bad, it’s nice to experience it. Since globalization is the trend for our generation. Haha. Sabah is not a country but seem like a country because need come to here by airplane.

Still leave 2 weeks. Will finished my 4th semester and become a 3rd year student in my university. I think I should plan to go other region in Sabah with this remaining one year; it’s a nice place to travel because I love sea and nature. Enjoy our life ya, my friends. 

Change

This is my first time writing blog in English. The first thing that emerged in my mind is Debra always asked me to write my blog in English because she can’t understand what I’m write, just as she always said that she is a “banana”. Haha. At the beginning, I don’t want write in English because I know I’m poor in English and I scare what I have write will not understand by the audiences. Maybe on that time, I scare to show my weakness to the others. The first factor that make me change or I called this as attempt to adapt in writing in English and I hope this will also help me improve my writing skill. I think the people who are good in English will found that there are some Chinese shadows in my writing. I admit that I more prefer writing in Chinese. Maybe this is my first time or also will be the last time too.

I’m not writing or post anything to my blog since one month ago. I have no idea to post anything at here. My current life is full of assignments and just passes the midterm. Student life is always busying about the assignments and exams. Sometime I wonder why I’m still at here. It is for my achievement or for a better job in future. This is the “no answer” question. “To be or not to be, this is not the question” – Dayo Wong.

This semester is not an easy semester because I have not confidence about the theory subjects and there are a lot of things need to memorize. I think I more prefer in calculation subject. Haha. Anyway, I hope I can still keep improving as I done semester before. As I said, this time I really need to pray more and read more. So, I just hope that the God will blessing me and give me more confidence to confront all these things.

Erm, this Saturday will be my course dinner night, this is my second time to attend course dinner, last time I can’t really enjoy it because I’m the performer in modern dance, which it make me quite tension on that night, but this time I just a simple participant in this dinner and I hope I will more enjoy it and wish all the performers will having the great show on that night. Haha.

Lastly, the final exam is coming soon and there are still a lot of tasks waiting me to accomplish it. I hope everything will go smoothly. I think this post is quite bored. This also the reasons why I don’t like post the daily life matter in the blog. Hope the next post will also write in English ya. Haha.

Good night, all…